Sniff...Sniff..

Sick...

I'm feeling really sick right now because of my colds!

It seems endless for it's been 4 days already and it's ruining my mood...

Thanksgiving just ended yet here i'am, my nose is so prepared for Christmas.

Back-off Rudolf...you're nose ain't so red as mine!Ü

A night with Armin...

i got "hooked" but not that much.

it was one of the night i've been looking forward to and spending money for that party(ee) isn't bad at all....some people even said it's sulit!

yes i actually decided to go to that event than spend a night at the office. Darn i wouldn't want to miss this!

I forgot some details of the event but all i remember is i'm dancing like crazy, didn't care much of people around me and following the beat of Armin's music.

Armin van Buuren...i want you back!!! hehehe

Bakc @ 1

5 more weeks and i'm almost ready to face hell.

I decided not to pursue the "career" i have (if there's any) at the LOB we have at Libis. Why? Because first, i don't see career growth for me and second I don't have "life" there!
Boredom eats my system every single day, or should i say night no matter how hard i try to boost myself and think of happy thoughts (not the same happy thoughts most guys think of, somebody just told me something about it and...errr...that's only for ma-L people! hehehe), making me unproductive and find ways to escape this bullcraps.

I love my boss though...some of them...and the people i work with...because we have the same
sentiments.

Resigning is always the first option i have, but something's holding me back...

I'm now using my friends to stay in this industry, then the rest will be history...I love my friends who allow me to use them though! hhehehehe

Now i'm having 7weeks training on a particular program i'm very much aware of, a program i've been with and learned so much in, a program where i cried, learned to love and never loved in return. I'm like a freshie!!! hehehehe

How long will i stay here?
I don't know...I'll leave it all to God!