"She's good and I really like her because she's a great teacher; she's 24 years old though and that's the problem..."
I heard that from my customer, while she's talking to someone, on the time I'm thinking really hard why I have to leave my work and find a job where I can put my heart on it. I'm aging and that makes me hopeless to continue on my dreams, I'm having this fear that my dreams might age as well and nothing can accept me, even the industry I want to be in. I don't expect any help from anybody, I'm used to it. I'm used in doing things by my own, if there are some who help me I know God send them over to save my ass, but that doesn't happened all the time, even in the time you badly need it.
At my age right now, I don't know what else I can do except from what I'm doing right now. THAT SUCKS!
I guess few signs of aging are countless fears, tons of responsibilities, all type of stress and pressures, numerous wants and needs and desperate days, doctors or over the counter meds that can't help me recover and at least make me feel beautiful on the ugliest moment in my life. I think the cure is within me...thinking positive i guess is one of the key.
Alright, so what's fun with aging? What is that thing that makes me feel and say it's ok? maybe there are some...
OK...
One thing i really love about getting old is i get to learn so many things in life. Another thing is i have to, if not required, to think mature and act one. Like what my Tita told me, growing old can really be annoying, but it's hell fun specially if you're learning!
Thing is, maturity doesn't come with age...so is respect, not all the time. I think maturity comes with learning from all the hardships in life and respect is something that's being earned.
I just hope every person realize the value of learning than aging...
