Stuck!!!

Oh dear! There are some entries that I recall because of some unacceptable reasons (yet I consider them acceptable in so many freaking ways).
Here comes rainy season and I’m soaking wet in tears. I dunno but I can’t seem to find any escape to look for a different job. Fears. Endless fears are holding me back.
I know I can do more in this world where the number of sales and issues you close will define you as a human, your space will suddenly be small that it will be hard for you to move and you will find it hard to breathe as time goes by….blame it all on every stick of cigarette sold outside the office.
What am I going to do now???
Plan B…nah…it’s been executed already…
Plan C here I go...

The Grand Vacation

It's not the ultimate out of town or even the best vacation on a beach or anywhere anybody could dream of but this is something i am really looking forward to after two years working in a not-so-excited (but hell i still stick to) kind of job.
This could be a great reward for me so far, something most of my co-workers wanted to have just to escape on the "fcuk i wanted to die" kind of feeling every single night we go to work. Yet, must admit i have to make some dirty deeds to obtain this but it's one of the most wonderful thing that happened to me!
Three..oh make it four days off!! waaaaaaaah!! a break i'v been waiting for!! I soooo like this!! I go to office but not to work but to make other lives' oh so miserable and happy at the same time. I can go window shopping anytime and spend time with my family. This is the moment where i will savor every night that i will do nothing but to sleep!!!!



Aawww...see, being suspended isn't bad after all!!! ;-)

*Program Focus*

OH GEEZ!!! I thought settling down with my family is so easy…
A lot of consequences are starting to show up and have to admit that I’m having a hard time juggling work-responsibilities-and-other-mumbo-jumbos in my life.
All the signs of aging are also pretty obvious…oh well…have no wrinkles on my face yet but I need to cut down on some things for me not to lose track of all the expenses on our place.
I have to bid farewell to Starbucks’ Grande coffees...i need to plot specific date for shopping, and specific amount too!! Instaed of going out to watch movies on a movie house, I will just wait for a copy on a dvd. Only one (consecutive) weekend/s in a month will be allotted for outings and unstoppable gimiks…all I pray is that I’ll be able to stick with all these deals in my life.
I just need to concentrate really hard I think..hehehe