Dear ME,
I heard that you feel really low lately and you were pulling yourself down too much. I know it hurts when you know that no one around you will like you for who you are, but seriously, you don’t need to change yourself for someone to like you. You don’t have to see yourself as someone as ugly as an ogre.
My dear, stop searching and waiting for the prince to save you from despair and for a happy ending; that I guess does not exist and you know that yourself. You are the one who will make your own happy ending, with or without someone to give you love’s promises.
I think you should also stop thinking no one will see your worth, simply because you don’t believe that you’re beautiful, as what others think of you. I know deep inside you, you are pretty. You just need to accept that, so people will see you, the way you want them to.
I guess what you really need to do is start to have real activities that will enhance your talent (I know you have one! C’mon!!). Smoke & drink less; sleep well; do anything that will make you feel better.
Stop feeling bad…stop pretending you’re ok. Just move on with life the way you should and be more productive! Ü
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
A lesson from a teenager
I've read Diary of A young Girl - Anne Frank again and it never fail to inspire me.
It reminds me of my teenage years and 9years after, i suddenly realized that I've done so many disappointing stuff and that made me feel ashame of my self. If only I can go back in time or probably talk to the old me again, the only word i may utter is "sorry".
I would apologize for letting the adventurous me turned to a lazy lass. I would apologize for being selfish. I'll apologize for being compulsive from time to time and for being careless when it comes to handling my earning. Most of all, I'll be sorry for letting my dreams die a tragic death.
I can't complain, I have no right to complain. I can't just sit in one dark corner of a room and be and feel sorry for the rest of my life. Lesson is learned. I guess it's not to late for me to do what my heart desires.
True that i can't really turn back time & what I can do now is use all the things I've learned to something beneficial, not just to myself and for my family as well. The best I can do is move on. Live & Learn. Have fun. Enjoy every single thing that God provides me.
It reminds me of my teenage years and 9years after, i suddenly realized that I've done so many disappointing stuff and that made me feel ashame of my self. If only I can go back in time or probably talk to the old me again, the only word i may utter is "sorry".
I would apologize for letting the adventurous me turned to a lazy lass. I would apologize for being selfish. I'll apologize for being compulsive from time to time and for being careless when it comes to handling my earning. Most of all, I'll be sorry for letting my dreams die a tragic death.
I can't complain, I have no right to complain. I can't just sit in one dark corner of a room and be and feel sorry for the rest of my life. Lesson is learned. I guess it's not to late for me to do what my heart desires.
True that i can't really turn back time & what I can do now is use all the things I've learned to something beneficial, not just to myself and for my family as well. The best I can do is move on. Live & Learn. Have fun. Enjoy every single thing that God provides me.
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