2012

Me and my friends celebrated 3years of our friendship at Greenbelt watching 2012, something that we haven't done before.

2012 is not your typical film or your movie extraordinaire. It's a reality check that everything does come to an end, even to our planet. It shows that till the end, it's still a matter of "survival of the fittest", doesnt matter if you're rich or poor, powerful or weak, kind or mean...it's really human instinct to survive.

It's a movie that shows how human get to realize how valuable life is and how they want to make most if the time doing what they could've done a long time; some were given a chance to do what they long to do, yet some just have to accept that they have done their part, only too late.

It reveals the other face of human civilization, how to really fight to survive, the reason why we need to survive and and learning how not be inhumane even though we are all facing human crisis. It shows the ugly truth that it's human instinct to be greedy to survive and that even a billion euro is not the key to live as some expect it to be.

It shows mother nature's revenge and God giving human a lesson that no one learned from. What actually scary is, it could happen, and sooner or later it will happen. Remember how we all thought that 9/11 bombing only happened in movies?

One continent in the world may survive, all human heritage will be lost, our family will not be able to survive, all religions in the world will be wiped out and racisim will be the last thing to think of...it's like Noah's life in the 20th century! Only the one who believes will make it.

It has been part of our history, and history repeats itself....it may happen today...next year...or at 2012.

Something's missing...

I feel so incomplete today and i don't have the energy to work and complete my task.

I wasn't able to bring my planner with me, just when i'm on the mood of updating what i've done and what I should be doing. I miss checking on events that i've been and places that i'm planning to go on a specific dat...which happened to end as a plan since my boss didn't really allow us to take as many leaves as we want in a month.

I don't even feel like working today! 5 more evals and some of my agents don't have a recording, we all feel tired (and used), we don't see the value of producing more evals and it seems so unjust for me to act like a hero just to let our client think that "hey these folks are great...BUT...". I'm this close of giving up!!

One thing i remember that i miss is my wrist watch! It's broken now and I can't buy another one because..well...i have to wait till payday. I feel like naked for 3 days now!!! I'm thinking of not buying a wrist watch yet..coz i wanted to buy a new phone.

Waaaah! i want so many things and I'm still a mess!!

BTW...it's day 2!!Ü

Who let the dawg out?!? Ü

I miss this!!! I miss blogging!!! it even take some time for me to realize that i'm no longer updating even my daily planner. I'm stuck on providing feedback which I didn't know if they get to read it...well some does and i truely love them for that!!

yes, I've been busy...I've been busy minding other people's call and busy producing evaluations every single day..same old task...just what i expect it to be.

I started to like what i'm doing, seriously, it doesn't bore me to death after 2 months of learning the processes. I'm starting to set my self aside from the cruel, crazy world of operations and fill my mind clutter free from all the metrics to meet that only favors those whom THEY want to pass.

I'm starting to embrace this world that i'm in right now. The world not far from where i turn my back to, the world where being cruel is the rule and the game is pretty fierce.

I think you just have to let go of the past, learn today and move on for a better tomorrow...