*go crazy with me*
*everything here are random thoughts of a crazy mind*

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Mushy Mushy!!!Ü

i'm browsing through my outlook and found something interesting and just want to share it with all'ya guys. Thanks to Patrick Villaranda for the spam i keep for 2years already, don't know where he got this though...enjoy:

FALLING IN LOVE
If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you Be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you.
Love just didn't choose to rest in the other person's heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don't love him Feel honored that love came and called at your door.
But gently refuse the gift you cannot return.

If you fall I love with another, and he falls in love with you And then love chooses to leave, do not try to reclaim or assess blame Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don't choose love. Love chooses all.
All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes to your life.
Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out to give it away.

Give it back to the person who brought it alive to you.
Give it to others who are deem poor in spirit.
Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

This is where many lovers go wrong
Having been so long without love, they understand love only as they need.
They see their hearts empty places that will be filled by love.
As they begin to look at love as something that flows to them rather than from them.

Remember this and keep it to your heart
Love has its own time, its own season, and its own reason for coming and going.

You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of the person you love There is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do.

Love always had been and always will be a mystery.
Be glad that it comes to live for a moment in your life.
If you keep your life open, it will come again.
Failure is only the opportunity to begin again more intelligently.

-- taken from a gaming site... layo!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

The End is about to Begin!!

Everyone at the office right now, no matter how small or big the program, is talking about the much awaited promotion for quarter 3. Haven’t attended the meeting yet but based from the agents’ reactions, it is catastrophic!!

The goal of the changes on the promotion is to "help" agents…oh well..get "easily" promoted but the time frame for the process to take place is unbelievably true…true to be good. Based from the people who attended the meeting, one have to wait 6 (fuckin’) months to be promoted, regardless what level is that, when matter of fact they want their ass off their chair right after 3 months of getting promoted: it’s one of those undying moment of submitting LOIs and preparing/updating their resumes’/CV and the infamous Resignation Letter.

Some are being positive about the whole changes (most likely our boss), but the whole people here have disappointments in their face and most simply don’t care much about it. Here goes another drastic change that will shook someone’s comfort zone till it gets really irritated and not show up the next day at the office.

Can’t wait till Monday when they gather our team at the conference room and tell us about the so called "good news"…

I’ll enjoy the weekend for now and just chill at the house while watching HBO or cinemaone while eating cheetos or chocolate/s smuggled at the fridge….moolah free!!Ü

Something to be really scared of...

I know a lot of people there are being hooked on to somethings and starting to be really fearless and "adventerous" but i hope this old report would be a lesson to some people out there:

Got this from: http://www.pillreports.com/index.php#news
check this out:

January 19, 2009-Ecstasy warning after man's death (UK Hampshire)

Posted by johnboy @ 10:14 pm GMT

A man whose body was found in Hampshire on Saturday morning is thought to have died after taking an ecstasy tablet from a rogue batch, police have said.

The homeless man, in his 20s and from Poland, bought the pill in Winchester city centre on Friday, officers said.

Paramedics called to a house in Christchurch Road found his body.

Police think the rogue tablets, which are white and diamond shaped with a score mark across the middle, may be circulating in the city.

They have urged anyone who may have bought pills in the last 48 hours to be aware of the risk.


http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/england/hampshire/7836284.stm

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Wooootwoooo!!!

It's the most wonderful time of the year...

it's not yet christmas and i'm not even that close of creating my shopping list for the yuletide season, but there's something about this month that makes it somehow wonderful.
It could be some series of events or several gifts God has given me that make me feel somehow happy amidst the incontentment in my job and some depressions i'm currently facing.
This past few days i get to evaluate myself and have a list of "what-went-wrong?" and "how-can-i-make-it-better?" which leads me to a realization that i have several signs of aging each single day. A week wouldn't end without me learning something new in life. Here are just some list of things i learned about:

1. Talk is cheap....blabbering is the cheapest!!!
2. Think before you say anything...(this really works and will save you from any "damage")
3. Practice so you can make it as a habit...
4. Go back to basics from time to time, that way you'll get to realize what are the simple things that you missed.
5. If that person you love didn't love you back, it's ok...know how to get back on him smoothly...that's why they invented sweet revenge.
6. Don't just trust anybody!!!! JUST DON'T!!!

There are other things to learn and that what makes everything wonderful...

Saturday, March 21, 2009

almost...Lost in transition

"Thank you for calling *****b****!!"

"I'll be very much glad to assist you!"

...those were my undying lines every single day of my "career" and it starting to piss me off. There are several reasons why, after coming up with reasons why i should stay, i suddenly feel this way.

...It's not because of the people i talked to over the phone. I should take the blame on me. I'm no longer happy of what i'm doing. I allow myself to get stuck on what i'm doing. I let them overtake my ship instead of me being the captain of it.

I'm sick...

I'm tired...

and

I'm stuck...

"Thank you for calling...I hope you have a great day..."
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