I'm not really a diet fab, but when my friend offered me this "wheatgrass diet", i just went to "ok-imma-give-it-a-try" mindset. When i googled the wheatgrass effect, i'm pretty amazed on the benefits of it and the part i like the most is, it will help you remove all the toxins on your body. It supposed to make one's skin look better and make you lose weight.
I don't really aim to lose more weight, yet i still decided to give it a shot.
After a week of drinking wheatgrass...lo and behold! I can't say no to foods and i started craving for Krispy Kreme's honey glazed doughnut, Razon's or Chowking's Halo-halo and frozen yoghurts....and more!!! I can eat 5 big meals a day and i don't mind getting a big tummy as long as i'm satisfied with all the food i eat. I even had my extra serving of rice after 5 years!!!
I only have 13 packs of wheatgrass to consume for 13 days; yet if it won't help slow down my appetite after a week, i might end up drinking it once a week instead of consuming a pack everyday.
I told my friend the major effect of wheatgrass to me and he said maybe it's just on my mind or more of a "psychological effect". Ooooohh!! I hope soo!!!
Friday, March 5, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Just an update...
I guess the hardest part of someone’s life is restricting themselves from their innermost talent just to earn enough money to satisfy their needs and provide all their wants.
I never felt bad working on a call center for many reasons. This is my first job and on 3yrs of working on the same BPO company, I learned a lot & I know it made me a better, if not the best, person just the way my family expect me to be. I learned the value of respect, teamwork, saving money, saving time, self & work reliance. I’ve seen the effect of having work values & disregarding job ethics. I had and still having a glimpse of how politics works on each of our workstations, it sucks but I guess it has been part of every workers lives. I’ve seen the best and worst part of me when it comes to doing my job…my favorite part? Going to work but not really doing my job!
Amidst all of these, I still feel incomplete. I’m working for money; I think all of us are. Then again, I really envy those earn bucks and seriously love their job. It can be tiring yet they don’t see their job as a very tedious thing in the world.
I think I just need sometime to find myself…..25 years and still lost, what’s the good in that huh?!
I need to set-aside my fears, my endless "what if’s?" and seriously stop thinking that I’m only good on what I’m doing right now. I know there will be hindrances along the way.
One thing I’ve learned though, you’ll know if you’re effectively doing something when people are criticizing you..
I never felt bad working on a call center for many reasons. This is my first job and on 3yrs of working on the same BPO company, I learned a lot & I know it made me a better, if not the best, person just the way my family expect me to be. I learned the value of respect, teamwork, saving money, saving time, self & work reliance. I’ve seen the effect of having work values & disregarding job ethics. I had and still having a glimpse of how politics works on each of our workstations, it sucks but I guess it has been part of every workers lives. I’ve seen the best and worst part of me when it comes to doing my job…my favorite part? Going to work but not really doing my job!
Amidst all of these, I still feel incomplete. I’m working for money; I think all of us are. Then again, I really envy those earn bucks and seriously love their job. It can be tiring yet they don’t see their job as a very tedious thing in the world.
I think I just need sometime to find myself…..25 years and still lost, what’s the good in that huh?!
I need to set-aside my fears, my endless "what if’s?" and seriously stop thinking that I’m only good on what I’m doing right now. I know there will be hindrances along the way.
One thing I’ve learned though, you’ll know if you’re effectively doing something when people are criticizing you..
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
2012
Me and my friends celebrated 3years of our friendship at Greenbelt watching 2012, something that we haven't done before.
2012 is not your typical film or your movie extraordinaire. It's a reality check that everything does come to an end, even to our planet. It shows that till the end, it's still a matter of "survival of the fittest", doesnt matter if you're rich or poor, powerful or weak, kind or mean...it's really human instinct to survive.
It's a movie that shows how human get to realize how valuable life is and how they want to make most if the time doing what they could've done a long time; some were given a chance to do what they long to do, yet some just have to accept that they have done their part, only too late.
It reveals the other face of human civilization, how to really fight to survive, the reason why we need to survive and and learning how not be inhumane even though we are all facing human crisis. It shows the ugly truth that it's human instinct to be greedy to survive and that even a billion euro is not the key to live as some expect it to be.
It shows mother nature's revenge and God giving human a lesson that no one learned from. What actually scary is, it could happen, and sooner or later it will happen. Remember how we all thought that 9/11 bombing only happened in movies?
One continent in the world may survive, all human heritage will be lost, our family will not be able to survive, all religions in the world will be wiped out and racisim will be the last thing to think of...it's like Noah's life in the 20th century! Only the one who believes will make it.
It has been part of our history, and history repeats itself....it may happen today...next year...or at 2012.
2012 is not your typical film or your movie extraordinaire. It's a reality check that everything does come to an end, even to our planet. It shows that till the end, it's still a matter of "survival of the fittest", doesnt matter if you're rich or poor, powerful or weak, kind or mean...it's really human instinct to survive.
It's a movie that shows how human get to realize how valuable life is and how they want to make most if the time doing what they could've done a long time; some were given a chance to do what they long to do, yet some just have to accept that they have done their part, only too late.
It reveals the other face of human civilization, how to really fight to survive, the reason why we need to survive and and learning how not be inhumane even though we are all facing human crisis. It shows the ugly truth that it's human instinct to be greedy to survive and that even a billion euro is not the key to live as some expect it to be.
It shows mother nature's revenge and God giving human a lesson that no one learned from. What actually scary is, it could happen, and sooner or later it will happen. Remember how we all thought that 9/11 bombing only happened in movies?
One continent in the world may survive, all human heritage will be lost, our family will not be able to survive, all religions in the world will be wiped out and racisim will be the last thing to think of...it's like Noah's life in the 20th century! Only the one who believes will make it.
It has been part of our history, and history repeats itself....it may happen today...next year...or at 2012.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Something's missing...
I feel so incomplete today and i don't have the energy to work and complete my task.
I wasn't able to bring my planner with me, just when i'm on the mood of updating what i've done and what I should be doing. I miss checking on events that i've been and places that i'm planning to go on a specific dat...which happened to end as a plan since my boss didn't really allow us to take as many leaves as we want in a month.
I don't even feel like working today! 5 more evals and some of my agents don't have a recording, we all feel tired (and used), we don't see the value of producing more evals and it seems so unjust for me to act like a hero just to let our client think that "hey these folks are great...BUT...". I'm this close of giving up!!
One thing i remember that i miss is my wrist watch! It's broken now and I can't buy another one because..well...i have to wait till payday. I feel like naked for 3 days now!!! I'm thinking of not buying a wrist watch yet..coz i wanted to buy a new phone.
Waaaah! i want so many things and I'm still a mess!!
BTW...it's day 2!!Ü
I wasn't able to bring my planner with me, just when i'm on the mood of updating what i've done and what I should be doing. I miss checking on events that i've been and places that i'm planning to go on a specific dat...which happened to end as a plan since my boss didn't really allow us to take as many leaves as we want in a month.
I don't even feel like working today! 5 more evals and some of my agents don't have a recording, we all feel tired (and used), we don't see the value of producing more evals and it seems so unjust for me to act like a hero just to let our client think that "hey these folks are great...BUT...". I'm this close of giving up!!
One thing i remember that i miss is my wrist watch! It's broken now and I can't buy another one because..well...i have to wait till payday. I feel like naked for 3 days now!!! I'm thinking of not buying a wrist watch yet..coz i wanted to buy a new phone.
Waaaah! i want so many things and I'm still a mess!!
BTW...it's day 2!!Ü
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Who let the dawg out?!? Ü
I miss this!!! I miss blogging!!! it even take some time for me to realize that i'm no longer updating even my daily planner. I'm stuck on providing feedback which I didn't know if they get to read it...well some does and i truely love them for that!!
yes, I've been busy...I've been busy minding other people's call and busy producing evaluations every single day..same old task...just what i expect it to be.
I started to like what i'm doing, seriously, it doesn't bore me to death after 2 months of learning the processes. I'm starting to set my self aside from the cruel, crazy world of operations and fill my mind clutter free from all the metrics to meet that only favors those whom THEY want to pass.
I'm starting to embrace this world that i'm in right now. The world not far from where i turn my back to, the world where being cruel is the rule and the game is pretty fierce.
I think you just have to let go of the past, learn today and move on for a better tomorrow...
yes, I've been busy...I've been busy minding other people's call and busy producing evaluations every single day..same old task...just what i expect it to be.
I started to like what i'm doing, seriously, it doesn't bore me to death after 2 months of learning the processes. I'm starting to set my self aside from the cruel, crazy world of operations and fill my mind clutter free from all the metrics to meet that only favors those whom THEY want to pass.
I'm starting to embrace this world that i'm in right now. The world not far from where i turn my back to, the world where being cruel is the rule and the game is pretty fierce.
I think you just have to let go of the past, learn today and move on for a better tomorrow...
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Mushiness on a rainy day...
There were lots of times where we always wanted someone to love us back the way we love them. Truth is it never really happened. We exert effort, waste time waiting for them to take us seriously, and lose our mind only find it’s not worth everything. There were times, we thought we already have what we wanted and badly needed, only to find, that person still can’t fill the empty half of us. We tend to ruin something beautifully created by a happy couple thinking that they already found happiness together and it’s not really that bad to be the third character on their love story. We take the risk of telling someone what we feel, without thinking what the consequences are and sometimes we even lose what we wish to have forever. We risk losing self respect to please the one we love. We forgot the real meaning of "sorry", sacrifice, pride, fidelity, selflessness and love. We take the forbidden risk just to be loved.
What’s the whole point on this? It’s a reality check, that before we long for someone to love us back, we have to love ourselves first. This might be too cliché or so passé but that’s the only time where nothing will be gone to waste. They can hurt us, leave us crying and so helpless, but they can’t take away the things we have learned, even our self respect. When we find love within us, we can easily forgive ourselves from making all the mess we made, we don’t blame others or even ourselves when we failed and we accept that all the risk that we take is all worth it. It would be easy to get back love in return, even if it’s not from someone we thought would love us back. We don’t give way for people to abuse us because we know we deserve better than to suffer and live behind ones lies. No matter how hard they try to pull us down, we have this very courageous way of getting back on our feet, dust ourselves off and move on and take the risk to love again with all the lessons we learned on our side. We get sad but we don’t get depressed, simply because we know we’re better of than hiding inside a dark room and live in misery. That’s when we realize how wonderful life is and how blessed we are with having our family to give us unconditional love and friends who’s always there to get us back to reality and never fail to make our lives full of fun.
We all deserve to have someone we love and will love us back but we don’t live in a life full of fantasy. One may be lucky enough to find their other half, but it’s not pure luck at all, they found their true one love because they learned to appreciate themselves first. We have to start with ourselves and that’s the only risk where we can surely win.
What’s the whole point on this? It’s a reality check, that before we long for someone to love us back, we have to love ourselves first. This might be too cliché or so passé but that’s the only time where nothing will be gone to waste. They can hurt us, leave us crying and so helpless, but they can’t take away the things we have learned, even our self respect. When we find love within us, we can easily forgive ourselves from making all the mess we made, we don’t blame others or even ourselves when we failed and we accept that all the risk that we take is all worth it. It would be easy to get back love in return, even if it’s not from someone we thought would love us back. We don’t give way for people to abuse us because we know we deserve better than to suffer and live behind ones lies. No matter how hard they try to pull us down, we have this very courageous way of getting back on our feet, dust ourselves off and move on and take the risk to love again with all the lessons we learned on our side. We get sad but we don’t get depressed, simply because we know we’re better of than hiding inside a dark room and live in misery. That’s when we realize how wonderful life is and how blessed we are with having our family to give us unconditional love and friends who’s always there to get us back to reality and never fail to make our lives full of fun.
We all deserve to have someone we love and will love us back but we don’t live in a life full of fantasy. One may be lucky enough to find their other half, but it’s not pure luck at all, they found their true one love because they learned to appreciate themselves first. We have to start with ourselves and that’s the only risk where we can surely win.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
LSS
*An old song just struck me and made me think of some things i know i should not even waste a second thinking of.
Just My Imagination
Verse 1- Gwyneth Paltrow
Each day through my windowI watch him as he passes by
I say to myselfI'm so lucky he's so fly
To have a boy like himis truly a dream come true
Out of all the girlies in the world he belongs to you
Chorus
But it was just my imagination
Runnin away with me
tell you it was just my imagination
running away with me
Verse 2-Babyface
Soon we'll be married
And raise a family (oh yea..)
Have a cozy little crib in the countrywith two children maybe three
I tell you I....can raise your lies down baby
It couldn't be a dreamcause too real it all seems
oooohhhh........
Chorus
But it was just my imagination (once again yea)
Runnin away with me (running away with me)
tell you it was just my imagination running away with me (away with me yea)
Verse 3-Gwyneth Paltrow and Babyface
Everynight on my knees
I pray Dear lord hear my plea yea
Don't ever let another take his love from me
Or I will surely die
Heavenly (heavenly) when your arms unfold me
I hear the tender upsity
But in reality
He doesn't even know me
Chorus
But it was just my imagination (ohh, so fly look out my window)
Runnin away with me (It's running away with me baby)
Just my imagination (runnin away)
running away with me (my baby, my sugar, my sweetie, look at my baby)
Just my imagination (ohh, soo fly look out my window)
Runnin away with me (It's runnin away with me)
Just my imagination (yeeaaaa)
running away with me (my baby, my sugar, my sweetie, look at my baby)
Just my imagination (ohh, soo fly look out my window)
Runnin away with me (It's runnin away with me)
Just my imagination (yeeaaaa)
Just My Imagination
Verse 1- Gwyneth Paltrow
Each day through my windowI watch him as he passes by
I say to myselfI'm so lucky he's so fly
To have a boy like himis truly a dream come true
Out of all the girlies in the world he belongs to you
Chorus
But it was just my imagination
Runnin away with me
tell you it was just my imagination
running away with me
Verse 2-Babyface
Soon we'll be married
And raise a family (oh yea..)
Have a cozy little crib in the countrywith two children maybe three
I tell you I....can raise your lies down baby
It couldn't be a dreamcause too real it all seems
oooohhhh........
Chorus
But it was just my imagination (once again yea)
Runnin away with me (running away with me)
tell you it was just my imagination running away with me (away with me yea)
Verse 3-Gwyneth Paltrow and Babyface
Everynight on my knees
I pray Dear lord hear my plea yea
Don't ever let another take his love from me
Or I will surely die
Heavenly (heavenly) when your arms unfold me
I hear the tender upsity
But in reality
He doesn't even know me
Chorus
But it was just my imagination (ohh, so fly look out my window)
Runnin away with me (It's running away with me baby)
Just my imagination (runnin away)
running away with me (my baby, my sugar, my sweetie, look at my baby)
Just my imagination (ohh, soo fly look out my window)
Runnin away with me (It's runnin away with me)
Just my imagination (yeeaaaa)
running away with me (my baby, my sugar, my sweetie, look at my baby)
Just my imagination (ohh, soo fly look out my window)
Runnin away with me (It's runnin away with me)
Just my imagination (yeeaaaa)
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